I don't know anymore.....

Ok, so nothing never went well for me, I was inactive a pretty long time, more than 2 years and now.... I don't know, it'll be even worse.... My dad passed away today (he's got stroke last saturday).... And for my situation it's critical event, due to my health problems and the fact I have no one, literally no one in real life who would take care of me besides my mother, who suffers from serious health problems too (and I'm worried of the worst too).... I try to stay strong more than ever now, it's very hard to me now when I have no one to comfort me in real life... I appreciate all your support you gave me all the time, thank you deeply so much, you're the only people who ever cared for me, my only true friends and I can't thank you enough....
I'll still try to come here as much as I can and when I'll be able to, but I will hardly do any commissions (even button commissions), if I manage to get out of that depression, maybe I'll start again, but for now, I'm done... Maybe I'll draw something time to time, but I doubt I'll have a mood to do it so soon... I need a lot of strenght now to deal with it and find some solution for my future...
I need to be there for mom too, it's hard for her too, due to dad's funeral and his loans (since they were divorced and lived together because of me), we also have to get money somehow.... Keep your fingers crossed, please....
I have to be strong now, more than ever....